I've found a friend who died for me

Exams are finally over!!!!I think i'm gonna fail.I did not work hard for it, always skip tuitions.Become super slack can.I want GOD to change me.'N' and 'O' levels are on my way!!!I muz really work hard no matter wad...This question seems bothering me day by day..Should i be happy, mad or sad bout it???I'm confused!!!He loved me but i rejected him.He asked me for my hotmail and hp number.And i know that he is flirting!!!Though i rejected him many times, he still kept on begging me to be his stead!!!I really had no choice..One word to describe him is "irritating"..True!I showed the messages to my cousin, deo, sandra, brent and jas.This is unbelievable!!!Come on, you're not the one i want lah!!!I cant concentrate for my exams if these things keeps on bothering me.My cousin scolded him on fb but still the same!!!What should i do???Should i tell him off???He is really getting on my nerves..I really need somebody to help me!!!Who, who, who can help me???He keeps on asking me when can i message him.I said idk.But still ask and ask.Everytime i see him online in fb or msn, i will be scared and frightened and also had the fear!!!He seems to be a wierd creature to me.My brother will be consoling me everytime.I'm not gonna talk about this topic anymore.Two weeks ago, i juz came back from Vietnam.First three days were hot at Ho Chin Minh City, from the fourth day onwards to the eighth day, it was cooling.The temp. is 13 degrees celcius.It was quite fun but at the same time i was sad.On the 16/2/2010, my grandpa passed away..My family and i did'nt get a chance to see his last look and attend his funeral..We were crying in Vietnam.But glad that Jesus had brought him home peacefully.After we came back which is on the saturday, we went to my aunty's house for gathering.Then talked to my cousin.After that eat, also no appetite.Then proceed on to my the other aunty's house to see my grandma..I REALLY MISS MY GRANDPA AND GRANDMA ALOT!!!Last year my granny passed away, this year is my grandpa.I pray that GOD will let the rest of my family members and relatives live till a ripe old age.AMEN!!!Grandpa and Granny:RIP, and we will always miss you!!!Stay happy in heaven!!!You are in my heart always.I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!Will remember the past memories..

Shalom!!!Haha.Did not go school today.On MC for two days till tmr.Was sick since monday evening.Day by day was getting worse, so went to see a doctor.It was throat infection.No wonder my throat was super pain.I'm really exhausted after taking the medicines.The doctor gave me the medicines are all "May cause drownsiness"!!!WTH!!!see you soon,friends. I miss and love all of you!!!shall stop till here.I wan to sleep le.Cant take it anymore

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It's been a long time that i've stopped blogging. Lazy to post. :( lol... I'm finally back to my house hougang. Was undergoing renovation for two months plus. Stayed at my grandfather house. Suffered without air-cond for two months plus. Last few days, came back for cleaning. Yesterday and today started on the unpacking of stuffs. Still cant manage to complete it.gtg. another day then post le. I'm dog-tired...

Same,no school lor..Stayed at home read teens magazine..Super bored lar..Luckily siti called me to play badminton wie her.At least i'm still occupied wie something..nothing to say today..During my granny's funeral,my both aunt told me that they will love me like my granny loved me before..I will always remember this in my heart forever and ever until i die..Everytime when i think back of my granny,my tears will start to roll down my cheeks!!!I really still can't get over it yet..It's been one month already and this coming 7th june is the second month anniversary already..some of them ask me to juz let go of it but do you think that it is easy for me???????For e.g, sasha told me that juz let go of it..She say her dun noe who passed away for seven years liao, she also never cry..But you think, hers is already seven years and mine is how long only???????Come on lar,dey...my granny dotes on me so much...During my childhood,i was staying wie her all the long..She cooked for me,tie my hair and more..I do not wan to elaborate further more...It will really spoil my day lar..Monday, i will be getting prepared to cry like ...life is so unpredictable!!!Dun noe my granny now at where..I really veh难过..奶奶，我爱你！！！我永远会记住你的！！！没有人可以取代！！！Before her death,she said this to me:"孙子，我会永远爱你的还有记住你！！！"Sorry everybody,i mood swing..Everytime, when i think of her,i will always think of silly things..I miss and love my friends, kor and everybody..Last of all not forgeting my beloved granny too..Even though she is not wie me now, i will remember the past memories..

No school..Can play com till veh late!!!No need go to hospital for check up le!!!Yeah!!!My grandma and grandpa came to my house..Talk to them for a while..Spent more time wie them,otherwise i will regret again..=X My grandma has blured vision and going to be blind.For my grandpa,his heartbeat went all the way down to 31..Usual heartbeat is 60 plus..Haiya,sad man..Hope they can get well soon..Brenda,deonne and kor consoled me..Brenda said that old ppl are like that they need our support and our love..I did that either but my grandma and grandpa still looking at the pessimist side..Really hurt me..Never mind, will continue to help them to pray and also be expecting miraculous healing from Our Hevenly Father..So little ppl online today..Kor also never online..He went back to skool..Bored larhx..

Haiya, finally exam over le..It's time to slack liao!!!Nothing much to do..Can't go out wie friends or so wadever..All i can do is message to my kor..He can cheer me up either..Haha..Hope we can last long lar...Can't see my friends for 5 days lar..Monday,49th day gotta go pray my granny..Miss her lots!!!I am missing my friends and kor..Haha..Worried bout my results.Hope can pass most of them..good luck kor, di and friends for your results..Pass wie flying colours..Love all of you!!!Muacks muacks..

Today cross country lorhx..Luckily i no need to run..Haha..Saw all my friends run like hell..Lols..Ouster is not the last,singster was the second last and yuster was the last..Haha..Lols!!!Today my cousin meeting me, singster, yuster and ouster..Went to see a chinese physician yesterday..Damn painful siol..I screamed in the clinic as if like i saw ghost there..Medical fee cost $30 lorhx!!!Actually wanted to claim from shu hui but she got financial problem,so forget it larhx..Knee swell until so big..I LOVE OUSTER,YUSTER AND SINGSTER TOO!!!

Almost late for skool again!!!Got back english paper-22/55!!!Lousy!!!Overall juz pass only..Haiya..Lols~After school, stay back for physics test..Then come back home bathe and eat..Heard from my mom that i got chinese tuition..WTH!!!I told her that the one week rest is not over yet..She told the tuition teacher not to come..Damn happy..Lols~Played computer, chat on MSN with my cousin..

Boring Day!!!Online and chat with sean..Haha!!!So many people not online,so talked to sean.Going swimming lesson later around 2.30pm then go church..My usual routine for saturday..After service then go for supper and by the time it's quite late liao..Will be having supper with church friends!!!Yeah!!!Miss my church friends larhx!!!Maybe today 11-12 at night then go home.Tml also going church then go to my cousin's house to see him.Missed him!!!Get well soon, My Cousin, Darren!!!Haha!!!Your cousin ,Felicia will always be there for you!!!You are being loved by felicia!!!Lols~